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BeezieBean — Once in a While
Published: 2014-06-18 21:52:56 +0000 UTC; Views: 1126; Favourites: 35; Downloads: 5
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Something more deep today...Sometimes it's hard to be proud of your body, if it's the reason you've felt yourself to be less of a human being. I envy those who are capable to be big and fabulous at the same time
And yes. It's me. Based on real feelings, real thing that happened to me today.
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I can totally relate with this cause I am still one of the biggest girl in my class (maybe even school) and I also try a lot of active things to get skinny like volleyball (had to left because it was not active anymore) I did dancing (also stopped because I was also the biggest on there) and badminton (I left because I got bullied there for being bigger than the rest)
Like you said with the dress just once in a while it's rare to a big girl to find yourself good looking, but I don't give up with getting a better weight and I just wanna let you know that even if you are big doesn't mean you can't be an awesome person.
and I find you awesome no matter what you look like, and
btw a little thing to know I am like 103 kg 
(maybe late on this pic, but I still would like to share my support and care for others )
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I guess I'm about 110kg now so...yeah
I've kinda gave up getting normal weight, especially after my illness was diagnosed. I'm just trying to accept my size
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Yeah I see and understand
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I had no idea you felt like this. I've always been underweight, since I hit puberty, it became obvious that I was actually dangerously underweight. I'm nearly 6'2'' and only about 130 lbs. That's actually so thin that, when I was growing up, I had trouble standing up against strong winds and I can't store any energy so in the cooler months, my metabolism practically triples just to keep me warm.
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I don't know how to relate problem which is kinda opposite of mine and when I always dreamed to be skinny, even underweight. But I know underweight it's no good either and it's just as bad as overweight. I hope you're better now
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I'm alright. Sorry my story didn't really relate at all, but I was hoping to show that you don't need to feel bad about who you are or what cards you're dealt. We're all normal because we're all different.
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I can acculy relate to this abit I always gain my weight back
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Never feel ashamed of yourself, no matter what others think.
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Sorry for not commenting earlier, sis.
But hey, no matter what you say about your body, I think you're beautiful and don't think I'm saying that just to please you. Beauty is relative and well I know the feeling of being upset with your body come from you but maybe you should change that a little knowing that, at least here, we admire you just for being like you are now
C:
Hugs from a little chubby guy
<3
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This comic was the great inspiration! I felt my heart melt and became light in my body. I love it! It was so beautiful!
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thank you so much!
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Voi että,,, ja minä kun välillä ajattelen, että olen ainut ylipainoinen taiteilija deviantartissa. XD Itseasiassa epäilen, että minullakin on tuo sama PCOS-tauti mutta en uskalla mennä varmistamaan asiaa, koska pelkään mennä gynekologille. >.< Minua ei ole koskaan sorkittu alapäästä ja ajatuskin hävettää.
Mutta joo, olis todellakin kiva, jos vois rakastaa itseään sellaisena kun on. Minua on kiusattu ylipainostani ylä-asteella, joten vielä tällä hetkellä itserakkauteni on roimasti miinuksen puolella mutta vielä on aikaa muuttaa asenteita. Pääsen ehkä joku kohta terapiaan. Ehkä siellä osataan antaa työkaluja itsetunnon kohentamiseen.
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Terapiassa pyörin siinä 16-18 vuotiaana, kunnes koulu vaihtui ja terapiaan oli vaikea mennä mutta se jäi. Jos on epäily niin kannattaa kyllä mennä katsomaa. Itellekkin se oli eka kerta gynekologilla, mutta onneksi se ei montaa minuuttia kestä. Jos on selittämätöntä painoa, kuukautiset heittää, paljon karvotusta ja aknea niin kannattaa mennä. Kaikilla ei tietty jokasta oiretta ole, ei mullakaan luojan kiitos kaikkia. Mutta on se parempi kohdata tieto ku arvuutella yksinään.
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i say this right out id rather have a woman with a bit to grab on than someones whos a stick 
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I'm actually 100kg too, bit over even. But thank you from your kind words ^^
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I've been thinking about it, but I don't much like cameras
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come on
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Maybe I will. I just live alone so I need someone to take the photo
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oh so its not a timer camera???
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No. It's about 4 or 5 years old digicamera.
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my life in nutshell Q______________________________Q
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TT_TT life is unfair when u are fat Q_Q
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Well, I'm not sure what I can say that hasn't already been said... I just hope that someday I can help someone feel big and fabulous at the same time... :/
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I'm sure you can! That's amazing goal to want
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Well, at least one person believes I can.
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'Cause when I see your faaaace
There's not a thing that I would change
'Cause you're amazinnnngg
Just the way you aaare
And when I see your smiiiile
The whole world stop and stares for a while <3
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Bruno Mars : DD
Thank you babe 
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He is amazing
But not as amazing as you and talented as you
Love you, baby~
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It's been really crazy couple of days I can say
good to see you here again ^^
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It's good to be here ^u^
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do you think you're able to play tonight?
Just asking that if you're not I know not to wait
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Well I have a buddy over tonight but I can try ^u^
Also been thinking more about an idea for one of my characters on here
Comic idea But we all know I am slow and hesitant as fuck with that :'D
Too many ideas to focus on one damn thing...
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you don't have to if you have friend and all ^^
Ooh comics!
Honestly I'm planning to put Lili comic on pause for a moment. At least for summer. Chapter 4 is still not done, because moving and all and I really need break
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Naaah it's fine ^u^
And yeah, hon!
Take a break
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Chapter 4 only needs like 4 pages and 3 of them is already sketched, but I've been so lazy finishing it...
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I totally understand those feels, my friend. I was also brought up to believe that I was fat and no amount of exercise or diet would ever change that. I had successfully lost weight a few times, but it was due to change in lifestyle, and once I got used to the lifestyle, my weight returned.
My symptoms came in a little late when I found out my period didn't come as regularly as it should when I was in college. And the weight gain and all that jazz came in. That was when I was diagnosed with PCOS. I didn't know what it was and researched it online (my doctor didn't bother to explain to me about PCOS, just briefly told me it was why my period was irregular and my hormone level was wonky), and it explained a lot about my symptoms.
I still try to keep myself in shape just for the sake of health, but yeah, I feel that too everytime I look in the mirror or when I want to buy new clothes or when my hubby unconsciously commented about my size. It hurts a lot being told you're fat and that no one will love you when you're fat. Sometimes it's just not our fault, and we try not to beat ourselves up about it.
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I feel you. I actually know a lot people who have PCOS and I've noticed it's no different with every woman. One of them is not fat at all, not even chubby, maybe even too skinny, but she hair hair problem. One has more problem with acne than weight. In my case it's mostly weight and I keep missing my periods, even 4 months between sometimes. When PCOS shows up so different to every people it's hard to realize when it's possible that you have it.
But thank you for your comment. Sometimes just things are not so simple with weight. It's not always the fact that someone is just "lazy fatty."
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