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Description Am I considered fat because my thighs are touching each other?
Is it because of the way certain parts wiggle as I walk?
Maybe it's due to my curves or ''rolls''.
Should I change my eating habits - starve just to physically appease to you?
Go on an extreme diet binge and force myself to lose the weight?
Must be hard for a woman of my size to intimidate you..
You look at me and you see a woman who is thick and say I have too much weight.
You get no further than the cover of the book before you judge what is inside.
And while you look at me and suggest I ''lose a few''.
I can't help but think how hard it must be- being you.
Not because of the size of your waist, nor the cup of your bra or the space between your thighs.
But the mentality you keep to judge another, based upon the way that her shirt or her pants hug her.
Aside from those points, even thick I am happier than you.

Yes my thighs touch and certain parts wiggle as I move.
In my eyes I am perfect, every mark, scar and pound.
I love the extra wiggle, the cushion, rolls and pillows.

These stretch marks on my hips that should shame me or cause me to cover, remind me that my body was home to another. Β This child that is playing and happy lived inside of this imperfect body.
These marks on my breasts that should never be seen, remind me of how she ate during her infancy.
The scar that runs the width of my stomach, bigger than any you would see, that depicts whether or not to wear a bikini, is proof that I gave, selflessly to another, a reminder of my daughter did I birth. I am a mother.

So no I won't be ashamed, of numbers on a scale.
Yes my thighs do touch, and certain parts wiggle as I move.
I also may wear a few sizes bigger than you.
Even if your size is more readily accepted, by other women, men or society standards.

I am happy. Mentally and physically.
I wont live my life by a scale. I wont change who I am or how I look to make anyone else feel better. I am who I am and I look how I look.

I see myself - Every flaw scar and pound.
I won't be ashamed and make extra effort to hide it.
This is my body, ME. And to me i'm perfect and Love it.
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slenderblade [2016-03-28 02:28:41 +0000 UTC]

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butterybinki In reply to slenderblade [2016-05-27 01:48:24 +0000 UTC]

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slenderblade In reply to butterybinki [2016-05-27 03:08:55 +0000 UTC]

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PurpelBlur [2016-02-08 18:05:33 +0000 UTC]

Beautiful. You and this.

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butterybinki In reply to PurpelBlur [2016-02-10 04:07:00 +0000 UTC]

Thank you babe!

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Daghrgenzeen [2016-01-31 18:43:47 +0000 UTC]

This.

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butterybinki In reply to Daghrgenzeen [2016-02-10 04:07:16 +0000 UTC]

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Daghrgenzeen In reply to butterybinki [2016-02-10 14:32:37 +0000 UTC]

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mustlovelaura [2016-01-31 12:47:54 +0000 UTC]

I love it whenΒ  you write, wife.

Be you, baby.

You're beautiful

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butterybinki In reply to mustlovelaura [2016-02-10 04:08:02 +0000 UTC]

I love when you write too, Wife.Β 
We are pretty damn amazing !!

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Cold-Junkie [2016-01-17 22:53:11 +0000 UTC]

Everyone has different marks or scarring but it makes us different. Make it's what's inside ourselves when we are comfortable with whom we are and what we are is all that should matter. You're a beautiful woman and never let anyone bring you down!
This is a very strong piece with so much emotion written along with it.
You should write more to get things out

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butterybinki In reply to Cold-Junkie [2016-02-10 04:08:34 +0000 UTC]

Should, I haven't written much lately. Maybe I'm getting back into it.Β 

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Cold-Junkie In reply to butterybinki [2016-02-10 17:40:24 +0000 UTC]

It's refreshing to write

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Koppo [2016-01-17 05:13:56 +0000 UTC]

good work. good piece. Love the lady jiggles when you walk

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butterybinki In reply to Koppo [2016-01-17 07:05:43 +0000 UTC]

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