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cechapman95 — I Want It All
Published: 2012-08-26 00:37:18 +0000 UTC; Views: 48; Favourites: 3; Downloads: 2
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Description He was my everything
For so very long,
And I want it,
What we had before.
I hear his voice,
Hear his words,
And they make me melt,
Just like before.
I want it all,
What we had,
I want it all,
And I could take it.

No! I know better!
I look with such longing,
But I cannot touch,
Not anymore.
That ship sailed
Long, long ago,
And I cannot catch up
And get back on board.
This isn't for me,
Not anymore,
Because I know better.
Don't I?
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Comments: 4

PiggyPotter [2012-08-26 02:34:39 +0000 UTC]

*pat pat* I know that feel... ): I'm sorry... ): i'm in the same situation now so I understand... ):

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cechapman95 In reply to PiggyPotter [2012-08-26 03:14:05 +0000 UTC]

It's quite confusing, isn't it? To want, to need, but not be able to touch, to possess? What makes it worse is that it's only me who will acknowledge that we cannot be together, or even consider the possibility of it. He knows the reasons and chooses to ignore them. -sigh- I may end up giving up, because I'm such a sucker for him...

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PiggyPotter In reply to cechapman95 [2012-08-26 13:37:34 +0000 UTC]

Yeah, it is... and I TOTALLY understand with the whole cant be together... ): Especially when it's you who wants to be together with that other person, even though you know it is so wrong and there is no way that you can possibly make it happen... And they still continue to ignore you and pretend you don't exist, like you never happened... ): Aww don't give up... That isn't good... ):

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cechapman95 In reply to PiggyPotter [2012-08-26 17:00:13 +0000 UTC]

I'm so sorry that you have to feel that way. I know it sucks. I think it's sometimes more confusing when they keep trying to make moves on you when you both know that nothing can happen, that that ship sailed long ago and you can't swim fast enough to catch up and jump back on board. It just makes me even more confused... And I don't mean give up on him. I mean give up resisting him. Which wouldn't be healthy for either of us. We have a long history, though, and the memories, both good and bad, make me want to create more. But that is not a good idea.

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