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Published: 2011-01-13 23:07:50 +0000 UTC; Views: 724; Favourites: 20; Downloads: 19
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Description I haven't had the chance to say good bye.
I haven't had the chance to see you one more time.
Now you are gone, as so much that is fleeting away from my drift.
I wish I could have talked to you. You've never shared your thoughts with me. I regret that I couldn't help you when you needed support the most.
I hope this message reaches you and the place you are now is better for a kind soul like you. May the pressure you had be lifted from your shoulders for all eternity.

Resqiuescat in pace.




In memoriam to a recently deceased friend. Farewell.
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Comments: 47

AimForrest [2018-10-21 12:58:44 +0000 UTC]

This is beautiful, I'm sorry for your loss, even if this is old.

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chinara In reply to AimForrest [2018-10-23 17:08:12 +0000 UTC]

Thanks for the condolences I just hope he's in a better place now.

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AimForrest In reply to chinara [2018-10-24 00:56:12 +0000 UTC]

You're welcome. Me too.

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jinx-lin [2011-01-27 19:51:19 +0000 UTC]

Oh my dear, I'll be right here if you need me to.

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chinara In reply to jinx-lin [2011-01-27 19:55:15 +0000 UTC]

Thanks for the offer. I will keep that in mind.

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Introcrat [2011-01-16 07:58:57 +0000 UTC]

It's... It's a beautiful tribute. .__. I cannot imagine a more fitting piece.

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chinara In reply to Introcrat [2011-01-16 20:16:52 +0000 UTC]

Thanks a lot, Evan. I kind of hope that he would like it too. *sighs*

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Introcrat In reply to chinara [2011-01-18 22:34:05 +0000 UTC]

I'm sure he would, everyone likes to know that they're appreciated. Or missed. :/

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chinara In reply to Introcrat [2011-01-18 22:42:29 +0000 UTC]

I just wonder why he hadn't contacted me before... Well. ._. ... It kind of stings.

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Introcrat In reply to chinara [2011-01-19 10:06:49 +0000 UTC]

The sort of person who would do that is the sort of person who won't open up to even their closest friends. Some people are simply like that. .__.

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chinara In reply to Introcrat [2011-01-19 19:41:24 +0000 UTC]

*sighs* I suppose. But I still wonder what had given him the last shove over the edge. I mean... He certainly didn't seem prone to suicidal thoughts to other exams...

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Introcrat In reply to chinara [2011-01-22 21:34:51 +0000 UTC]

It's always a mystery... A case of clinical depression, a family issue, problems with friends or a significant other... The reasons often don't make sense even if we know them. .__.

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chinara In reply to Introcrat [2011-01-22 21:46:27 +0000 UTC]

*sighs*... They really don't. In this case particular, I just don't understand. I know, failing an exam is hard, but to give up one's life for it? Is it really worth it? Or was it something else? I think my father mentioned another reason... >>

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Introcrat In reply to chinara [2011-01-23 20:37:47 +0000 UTC]

It might have caused him to re-evaluate his life, his future, what he was doing... But we'll never know. What did your father suggest?

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chinara In reply to Introcrat [2011-01-23 20:55:05 +0000 UTC]

That it was about his right hand and that it was injured so severely that he couldn't play violin at all anymore. You see... he was a student of my father's. An aspiring one. But he played to furiously that his arms... couldn't take it anymore. He could have played the violin for short periods of time afterwards, but well... And as it seems, that last injury gave him the last push over the edge.

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CaBu12 [2011-01-15 03:52:51 +0000 UTC]

What a wonderful picture. Its so peaceful and yet holds so much meaning.

I'm sorry to hear about your loss. It must be very painful for you. I'll keep you in my thoughts and prayers.

The shading in this picture is amazing. How you've imporved! It makes me so proud of you!

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chinara In reply to CaBu12 [2011-01-15 11:15:18 +0000 UTC]

Thank you a lot for your kind words as well as your sympathy, Miss Neko. I just hope that he is all right now, wherever he is.

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ShishiNoSeirei [2011-01-14 12:46:42 +0000 UTC]

great work :3 Your really can feel the emotion in this one... love this.
Sorry to hear about you friend Im sure he get this messege,wherever he/she is.

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chinara In reply to ShishiNoSeirei [2011-01-14 17:08:06 +0000 UTC]

Thank you a lot. May he rest in peace now...

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esti-calad [2011-01-14 09:41:36 +0000 UTC]

it feels like something tightens around my heart when I see this drawing, if you understand what I mean. It's really beautifull. I'm sorry for your loss, chinara...

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chinara In reply to esti-calad [2011-01-14 15:16:35 +0000 UTC]

Thank you kindly for your sympathy, Esti. Trust me... It's the same when I think of him.

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Babywarrior5 [2011-01-14 07:16:16 +0000 UTC]

This is just....absolutely beautiful...the emotion from her pose/expression and the lighting are what really got me...I hope things get better for you, as that's a hard place to be in.

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chinara In reply to Babywarrior5 [2011-01-14 14:46:49 +0000 UTC]

Thank you a lot. I appreciate your sympathy and kind words.

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Babywarrior5 In reply to chinara [2011-01-14 21:23:09 +0000 UTC]

Twas no problem.

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Fire-Warrioress [2011-01-14 01:48:57 +0000 UTC]

Oh, that's so sad. You must have beem really close to your friend before he/she died.

Is there anyway I could cheer you up?

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chinara In reply to Fire-Warrioress [2011-01-14 14:44:45 +0000 UTC]

I wish we hadn't distanced in the end... It makes me think that I could have done something for him if I hadn't distanced myself from him.

Your sympathy is aready soothing. Please just think of my friend for a moment. Nobody dies if they are remembered. Only the forgotten meet death.

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Fire-Warrioress In reply to chinara [2011-01-15 01:51:21 +0000 UTC]

OK. I did hear something about "being remebered by everyone makes someone immortal," something like that in a game I'm playing.

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chinara In reply to Fire-Warrioress [2011-01-15 11:14:06 +0000 UTC]

XD well, it was actually a wise saying of a German philosopher, Immanuel Kant, who lived during the 18th century.

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Fire-Warrioress In reply to chinara [2011-01-17 00:06:01 +0000 UTC]

Oh, wow. I didn't even know that!

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RatchetJak [2011-01-14 01:00:21 +0000 UTC]

I'm really sorry for your loss... But, I'm sure her spirit is seeing this is I'm sure she is very moved by your kind gesture.

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chinara In reply to RatchetJak [2011-01-14 14:32:24 +0000 UTC]

Well... I just hope that he feels better now without all the pressure... So that his death at least relieved him.

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RatchetJak In reply to chinara [2011-01-14 21:48:58 +0000 UTC]

mmm.... Don't worry... I'm sure he is better...

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mrbob091 [2011-01-13 23:49:38 +0000 UTC]

Aw, sorry about your friend

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chinara In reply to mrbob091 [2011-01-13 23:50:20 +0000 UTC]

Thanks for your sympathy.

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HotRedSparkles [2011-01-13 23:16:31 +0000 UTC]

I'm sorry for your loss...

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chinara In reply to HotRedSparkles [2011-01-13 23:20:56 +0000 UTC]

Thank you for your sympathy.

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HotRedSparkles In reply to chinara [2011-01-13 23:26:23 +0000 UTC]

np ^^

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Thestormhawksmaster [2011-01-13 23:13:07 +0000 UTC]

thats so sad

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chinara In reply to Thestormhawksmaster [2011-01-13 23:27:29 +0000 UTC]

._.

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Thestormhawksmaster In reply to chinara [2011-01-14 01:36:16 +0000 UTC]

I feel for you...
It must be terrible...
Im sure that message will reach him...
He is lucky to have a good friend like you...

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chinara In reply to Thestormhawksmaster [2011-01-14 14:19:53 +0000 UTC]

I wasn't a good enough friend to help him when he needed it.

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OathkeeperEmi [2011-01-13 23:12:39 +0000 UTC]

It's beautiful and I'm really sorry to hear about your friend. It makes me want to cry. message me if you need to talk any time at all. *hug*

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chinara In reply to OathkeeperEmi [2011-01-13 23:26:36 +0000 UTC]

Thank you so much for your sympathy, Caite. I appreciate your kind words. *hug*

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discosmackdown [2011-01-13 23:12:27 +0000 UTC]

beautiful. the shading, lighting, everything is wonderful. you can feel the emotion coming from the expression...and bird flying free.
may he rest in peace.

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chinara In reply to discosmackdown [2011-01-13 23:26:08 +0000 UTC]

Thank you a lot, Kitten. I hope this message reaches him... Wherever he is.

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DeepFriedDaddy [2011-01-13 23:08:57 +0000 UTC]

so amazing <3 love the coloring techniques :3

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chinara In reply to DeepFriedDaddy [2011-01-13 23:21:07 +0000 UTC]

Thank you.

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