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Cybiline — i can smell the mistletoe i won't be kissed under
Published: 2013-11-24 21:15:58 +0000 UTC; Views: 711; Favourites: 29; Downloads: 0
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yay, depressing christmas art.
well, thus marks the 4th christmas since being able to date that i spend alone. well, i'll be with my family, but it's not the same as having a special someone.
it sucks, because another one of my friends got engaged this week. it's happening pretty regularly now. and it sucks.
oh well.....
merlin and art belong to me. no stealing.
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d'aww the poor thing X3. well done! i think this is very cute ^^
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*Offers hot cocoa* Cheer up there Cybi. You have friends and family to spend christmas with so count the blessings you do have. You'll find a special someone one day.
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thanks, i'm trying. it's just really hard you know? when everyone around seems to be in relationships and happy and stuff, and you're just, there...
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Totally Understand 3 of my cousins are married now 1 with 2 kids even and another one engaged and 3 other cousins in relationships
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yeah, my younger brother has a girlfriend, my sister has guys hit on her frequently. and me? yeah, basically this:
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Well I don't think your a potato I think your cute.
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No your not, if anyone is a potato its me.
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I saw a pic of you in your gallery your cute, now me I'm a potato just look at my pic of me meeting Tara Strong
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an old one! and i look really gross in those... i need to delete them...
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Not meh, its true you are cute
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Yes you are cute are we really having this argument again you are Cute.
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nope. much wrong. such not cute. very ugly. so forever alone. wow.
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So very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very cute and never truly alone not now or ever
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i understand you're trying to help, i really do, but i have a super shitty self esteem, and nothing anyone says is gonna change it. even if i had a boyfriend who told me i was drop dead gorgeous, i most likely would think he was lying, and was pity dating me.
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You are gorgeous and I AM NOT LYING! And here is a song for you www.youtube.com/watch?v=fQLKHX… to tell you how it is
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Not meh you are cute 
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no matter how many times you tell me, i'm really not going to believe it. because there are so many girls out there who are prettier and cuter than me, no matter what they do or wear, and i don't come even close. it's a horrible way to think about myself, but it's a hard truth. and i'm accepting that.
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Well I'm a stubborn guy so even if you don't believe me I'm still going to tell you your so very cute
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such a funny joke. very funny.
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Its not a joke I know you don't believe me but you are cute!
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ha! if i was, i would've been asked out at least once or twice in my lifetime, but guess what, i haven't! and every guy i've liked has rejected me for someone better! please stop lying to me! it doesn't help!
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IM NOT LYING if I had met you anytime in my life I would have asked you out myself your cute, nice, an amazing artist but fate can be cruel and sometimes you don't met that special someone until late in life and sometimes they may even live on the other side of the country or even the world.
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you're just saying that. nobody wants me. nobody ever has.
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I know I can't convince you but I wish I could you are cute and you will find your special someone and I pray you find that someone soon, because you are wonderful and deserve all the happiness in the world.
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Yeah I understand, this year more than any other before. This year... the entire thing was a turbulent results and depression during that later parts of an event but. Well I learned for the first time what it really felt to like someone. It didn't end well but it opened up a lot of new stuff.
Fore the longest time after it I constantly saw things I never saw before, like couples walking around and how many of my friends are in relationships but I'm not. Oh how many times my mind and soul have just been screaming at me in despair saying ill always be alone. Yes it's hard Cybi, but that's part of life, constantly yearning for what others have. What I've learned from it though is just lurking on it's not gonna get us anywhere.
Best just to accept what you have and go on from there. You have friends you can always talk to about these things.
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yeah, i know that feeling. i've liked this one guy for over a year, and i finally told him how i felt, right after a wedding no less. and it was only the second time i've ever done that, and i legitimately started crying. and 6 months later, i still don't have an answer.
and that feeling creeps in the back of my mind. it also doesn't help that my siblings all are gorgeous, and i'm just, not.
i try not to be jealous, and pining for what others have, and some days i'm just so happy that i'm single. and then other days, i just want that person to be there to run to when i'm upset. and i don't. and it sucks.
i'm trying. i really am. but it still hurts.
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Well let me say this first of all. You’re very brave for being willing to take the step to confess to him. It takes a lot of effort to do so and I know people who haven’t and might never do it to the people they like. And on that guy never responding to you…
If he hasn’t responded after six months then he isn’t even worth the time and effort you spent on him. If you confess to someone and they don’t respond then they are a dick plain and simple. If the person doesn’t give you a answer to something like that then never give them a second thought.
On this entire thought of it creeping into your head. It does that I understand and it’s hard to get over. But that feeling of it inside your head is just temporary at the moment. Please do not let it conquer how you think, my friend does that and well… He lets it go too far.
Well how do you know you’re not gorgeous like your siblings, when anyone looks at themselves in the mirror they always demean themselves. I know I view myself as unattractive no matter what anyone else in my family says. So comeone, you’re probably the same way and look as nice as them.
The heart always hurts no matter how much we don’t want it to. Maybe it might help if you work out or do something else that takes up your mind and makes you tired.Even running or singing will cheer you up. Just look at the good things you have in life. There’s not a whole lot more I can say. Just cheer up a bit there allright.
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boys will break your heart into tiny little pieces without mercy anyways UvU
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oh i know. never had a boyfriend, but have had a few boys break my heart
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trust me, having a boyfriend break your heart is MUCH worse >~<
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i know. but i've never had one, and while heartbreak hurts, i feel like i would like to experience a relationship at least once.
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that's true yeah, I hope you CAN find someone who wont break your heart.
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Merlin is not alone, if you look closely, out the window are her friends, forever standing by her side. Essence is their, smiling.
beautiful piece
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Agreed your friends are always by your side and this pic is Beautiful
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