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...I know how that one feels...
...But there has to be more going on then that [I just had a huge whinge to you, so your allowed to return the favor with either a whinge or a talk about goodness and stuph]
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ill pretend that i understand what a whingie is
believe it or not thats pretty much all there is, i go to sleep at 11 am and wake up at 9 pm so theres nothing to do and nobody to not do it with, my life is pretty boring i guess ^_^ you have some drama going on but at least you have that, if shes treating you like a third wheel then just get new friends and slowly let her go, thats what i would do anyways.
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...Yeah...I have been letting her go, but she turns around and accuses me of not caring, she doesnt realise it hurts like hell to admit your best friend doesnt want you so you are backing off to let her be happy...She wants everything but doesnt want to have to do anything for it...I mean I know all I am is an obligation to her now, shes obligated to still act like she wants me even though she doesnt really care as all she wants is to be with her bf...But anyway...I dont really sleep much, so at least you get to ignore things for a time and be subconscious...And even if you think you dont need it, heres a
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...I swear everytime I see your avatar its flashing faster, I know it isnt [or maybe it is?] but it just seems like it is...Heh...
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vagaries of perception, MUAHAHAHAHA!
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...It was a paranoid face, everything is part of the conspiracy, so your flashing avatar must be too [thats me being an idiot]...But how would your avatar know how fast someone's heart is beating, thats just freaky...
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lol it doesnt, from what i understand the faster your hart beats the more blood that goes to your brain and the faster you are able to think (there for it looks like its blinking slow)
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...Ooh...Thats an interesting theory...
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heh ^_^ i made a forum thread pls respond to it lol nobosy has
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...What is it about...And how do I find it???
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...Hmm...I tend to be very vague...Part of the defence I suppose, dont let them know anything they can hold against you/ laugh at you for/ etc...
...Or maybe because I'm very confused and I dont know exactly what most of it was about myself...But to shed some light on my part of it, I've been very self absorbed lately and I know that...I have been feeling like absolute shite so much so that its too hard to fake a smile and pretend its all ok...Well more like I've been feeling nothing at all...And I dont care...And she was accusing me of leaving her out etc, which I thought were very unfair since shes the one who has ditched me for her bf and doesnt have any time for me at all lately, I mean we went out together tonight [me, her and her bf] and she spoke about 2 lines to me in the car, on the way there to ask if its a 'gaggle of geese' and once on the way back to turn around and grin out a 'how yeww doin'....If I have left her out its because I know she doesnt care anymore because she has 'someone else' now...[which i didnt say...theres no need to rob her of happiness neh?]...But enough of that whinging...
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Very nice work. It looks like the sky is turned to blood and will rain down on the heads of men. Heaven and hell have met for the final battle. I love it, and a definite 
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Awwwwwwwww how sweet, but no, I am at least twice your age my friend, and I would not want to go back to the 14-16 age bracket......shudders.......granted I am getting older, but......I would not change a thing, as we learn from mistakes and we can get better......i am getting better. :giggles:
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At least? lol well if i could choose i would stay looking like 16 for ever but maybe thats just me, do you have a pic of you in your gallery?
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There are three of me.....Belle, Morgana, and shycat, with shycat being the most recent. Feel free to peruse. Time for me to head for work. You have a super day!
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i see, you have a super day as well.
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LOL, I am fighting going to work. I got used to being home after a 3 day weekend, and I have too many clients to see today. Pouts...... Well i guess i have to go, i am off, talk soon!
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I am a photographer/writer by trade, but at the present time i work for an agency that finds people jobs and does job counseling and such. You?
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Im jobless actually lol, but im trying to become a director
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A movie director? OOOOooooooooo now that sounds like fun. I love directing videos. You have any demo tapes?
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Noy anymore lol my house burned down a while ago so yeah, i got a script for a new one tho ^_^ do you have demo tapes?
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Na, just a wedding I did at the mo, completly edited, with music and rolling credits. It was sooo much fun, i like the editing part too. I am a hands in or hands on type, so i like to do it all if i can, direct, shoot, edit......i do the same with still photography, set up the shoot, shoot, do the darkroom (specially for black and white), etc. LOL......kind of a jill of all trades as it were.
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Yes i know what you mean, im like that myself, if im not handling everything then im too worried about the outcome or i just wont do it at all
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