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Not gonna let this day go by
I’m gonna save this wasted life
And nothing can stand in my way
Not enough to say goodbye
Burn it til there’s nothing left
I’m drowning in the mess that I have made
Erase this - Evanescence
Actually I'm fine. It's just in times I'm sitting home all alone and my mind just does stupid things and I hate that.
Then I start thinking about stuff I've been done with already, and they leave me alone sad.
Then I feel like an invader again. Eventhough I know I'm not, but yeah, I can't help it.
Or I just feel like I don't belong here at all and that it'd be better for most people if I were to disappear.
But I couldn't even if I wanted to.
The temptation is too big I suppose.