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Kisame-Lover55 — What I look like
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Published: 2010-09-19 19:41:56 +0000 UTC; Views: 98; Favourites: 0; Downloads: 2
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I'm just gonna put it blunt for you:I know what I look like.
Yes!
Yes, I'm 150 pounds
of SKIN and BONE.
There is no muscle mass
in this frame.
Yes, I know
you can see my hip bones
and ribs
when I'm at the pool.
You don't have to remind me.
I think I know what I look like.
After all
I'm the one who lives with my body
I'm the one who sleeps
and showers
and undresses
with this body.
I know what I look like!
Yes, there's mirrors in my house.
But I don't need mirrors
when I can just look down.
And see my hips protruding.
I don't need mirrors
when I can feel the pain
of bumping into a coffee table
at 5 in the morning
with the lights off.
It hurts a lot more than you think
when you just have skin
covering that bone.
No, I'm not anorexic,
thanks for asking.
Thank you, so much,
for dropping my self esteem
just one notch lower.
I really appreciate it.
Really.
Sorry I don't eat piles of junk food
and crap
when I come home from school.
Sorry that I perfer fruit
over fruit snacks.
Really, my bad.
And another thing!
NO,
I do not play basketball,
or volleyball.
Just because I'm tall,
doesn't mean I play
a tall person's sport.
I play
THE SAXAPHONE.
If it makes you happy,
I play the tenor sax.
A bigger instrument,
for maybe a taller person,
but it doesn't matter.
How I look
doesn't make
me any different than anyone else.
I like the way I am.
And I don't need
YOU
to tell me what my body should be doing.
YOU
don't have to tell me how to live.
because
I
have it under control.
