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Published: 2019-04-08 01:49:29 +0000 UTC; Views: 901; Favourites: 135; Downloads: 0
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I needed to draw this precious ray of sunshine with a cat since my 12-13+ year old kitty (dunno her exact age, but she was definitely not a kitten when she showed up at my place 11 years ago and wouldn't leave) passed away on March 30th at 11:59 PM. She was injured two weeks prior on March 16th and was making a steady recovery, but suddenly went downhill. I was with her until the end, and she was a brave sweetie.I’m not sure what’s caused it (stress? The blisters I got on my drawing hand from digging her grave?) but I’m suddenly going through one of those art phases where I feel like I can’t draw ‘right’ and I loathe all of my art since I think everything looks terrible. I then become lazy with what I’m working on since I can’t seem to care about it and it ends up looking even worse. So, I’m sorry if this is really blah. A friend of mine liked it though, and I figured I should post it before I end up deleting it entirely.
I’m fine now. Losing a part of your family, whether it be a very close pet or a person, really screws with your emotions and mental state.
Thank you so much for the feature!
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I really do :3 also you are welcome!
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I'm sorry to hear about your cat. I'm not sure exactly what to say in this situation, but I'm sure your cat must have loved you and appreciated the fact that you were there. It's never the easiest thing to get over loss and it can show up in many ways, but don't beat yourself up over feeling terrible. That being said, Kiri and kitty seem to really get along, I love how affectionate this piece feels.
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Thank you. Dealing with an animal passing is always hard. My previous pets have passed on in different scenarios, so this was the first time I was with one until the very end. Watching her decline was really hard, especially since it was pretty sudden. I guess the one good thing was that because it was fairly sudden, she didn’t have to go through a week or more of slowly getting worse, just a couple of days. I had a bunch of pain medication from the vet and was giving her doses as frequently as the prescription allowed in the last 24 hours. I was afraid I would run out, but I had just enough. I don't know if she was in pain since it's so hard to tell with animals, but I hope the medication did something.
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I'm glad you like it!
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I'm so glad you like it! 
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It looks phenomenal, honestly! I love it. It's so soft and sweet. I am so sorry about Kallie, but I know she was happy to have you right there at her side. <3
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Oh, thanks! The way I’m reacting to it all is so different than how I’ve handled losing other pets. I think it’s because I got to spend so much time with her nursing her back to health after she was hurt and all. I’m glad she really did seem to recover well for a bit and honestly was almost normal except for the fact she wouldn’t eat solid food. Being by her side as she suddenly declined gave me time to really love on her and accept the fact that she might not make it. With my past pets, their deaths have been extremely sudden or circumstances have prevented me from being with them during much of their decline and death. I think my interactions (or lack thereof) then really made the difference. Or maybe her death still hasn’t fully hit me. IDK.
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I'm sure being there for her helped both you and her! I'm glad you were able to help her so much
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I am so sorry to hear about your cat also I don't know why you don't like how this picture turned out it looks great to me
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It’s just one of those things in life. I’m happy that she got a good decade of life at least, though. I’m glad you like it. I don’t feel like I hate it anymore and I think I was just going through some dumb emotional turmoil over everything and ended up being very self critical because of it.
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