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I don't usually Sadstuck, but when I do...Related content
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I saw this and immediately put the song on.....
.....My fragile feels can't handle it.
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can i give him a hug? i can heal him im the witch of life...........!
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Sadstuck never gets me crying... I feel sympathy, I just don't cry... JOHN NUUUUUUU!!!
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You think you're probably tied to this game for the rest of your eternal life.
Okay technically it's not eternal, it only lasts until you find something to give it for. You suppose you could become some sort of evil chessmaster or something and steer some random players into having to kill you, but you can't really stomach the thought of ruining thousands of people's lives for any reason. That's probably why everyone always figured you'd die Heroically if anything, though they probably expected it to happen in their lifetimes, or at least that they wouldn't be double dead when it happened.
Sometimes you think you should've warned them to abscond when they had the chance. They should've run, jumped ship before all this went to hell, you think, should've gotten the fuck out of there when there was still a way to fix things. But then you remember that you didn't know what would happen, and even if you had where was there to run anyway? Then you remember you don't know where you're running either, so you abandon the train of thought entirely.
You've lost count of the number of sessions you've visited since then. Most of them null, some of those void, at least one dead, a few fruitful, a few more you helped Scratch (you aren't sure if you'd be erased by a Scratch since you weren't made in that session, but you always have a means of escape just in case). Pretty much your entire existence seems to be pestering sessions. You've got a good feel of the game mechanics and managed to collect some cool power-ups and stuff because of that, and the sessions you help (and that's most of the ones you pester) benefit from it too.
The dead ones, though, are hopeless. Not much you can do for those ones.
Why you insist on constantly being involved with the same game that cosmically screwed you over you're not sure. Maybe because there's not much else you can do. You have the occasional time travel apparatus in the cluttered pocket dimension for long-distance travel throughout Paradox Space you call a stage (and from the outside it really does look like a stage), but you don't want to risk it. You're not a Time player, that was Dave's role, so you figure you'd probably just fuck up and get yourself killed or something. God, why are your powers so useless? What good does it do being a wind god when there's barely any use for Breath powers in the first place!?
You probably could find an excuse to get that Heroic death out of the way, but you just can't bring yourself to do it. You feel like an animatron, acting for others without any actual control over yourself. Sometimes you just sit in some random corner of the stage and just think, why did you have to end up here, did it really have to happen like this, why do you have to feel like such a useless asshole there must have been something you could've done goddammit what is wrong with you fuck FUCK! and it usually ends with you slamming something into a wall.
Other times, like now, you sit there not thinking of anything, just listening to the silence and staring dead-eyed into space. You don't have anything to think, and there's nothing noteworthy around here except maybe the sound of footsteps with a similar gait to yours heading in your direction...You think you should probably check on that but right now you're out of fucks to give.
A young man sits in his pocket dimension, you think dully. It just so happens that today, which is a relative term because time in here isn't actually organized into days or hours or any of that (you're just grateful that it's linear), is the day in which someone decided to walk through his shitty curtains and into said pocket dimension without his permission. Though it was four sentences of narration ago this person was first taken note of (and you can practically feel the fourth wall breaking), it is only now, when they're already standing over you, that they will be addressed.
You look up.
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wha? Wha...?????? D:
*freezes like this for about an hour before finally being able to move...*
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the game isnt over until jack dies.
but when john is defeated.
all hope is lost.
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john looks so defeated, it made me cry!
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NOOO NOT SADSTUCK D:
this is really good sadstuck though - pulled at my heart strings. Poor John. :c
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I reread homestuck from the beginning so that I could get the entire effect instead of in little snippets.
And now I want to buy all of the merchandise. ALL OF IT.
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I know the feel, Em, I know the feel.
I miss you, by the way.
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I miss you too.
I was looking at your facebook pictures and feeling sad.
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If this was a game, I'd love this game over screen! That must mean the game was pretty awesome!
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and suddenly that bec noir face has become my face
except minus the furry
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okay
that just made my day
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No no, more like Dirk + Kamina = Jesus.
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There. That is how you do it.
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