Description
nspired on my current mood on the past months
Playlist
Drown
Stressed Out
Coma White
Roads Untraveled
Lonely Day
Circles
Won't Listen When
Bullet
Loneliness
Drop the Game
Ink,Paper and Mistakes
OK,explanation time,but I'mwwarning that will be a crap explanation cause lately I don't have much energy left to do anything.
A few weeks before "Inspiration Island" I wasn't feeling 100% hell I wasn't even feeling 35%,I don't have much reason I just...don't feel at all.I'm lacking the will to do anything. I can't feel excited for nothing, the shows I used to like,the books I was waiting to release,the movies I was expecting... Nothing.And because of this I'm becoming a boring person, I can't talk to you about the new trailer of Assassin's Creed or that Fallout DLC, cause I don't bother to know about it.Cause I don't care.
I stay awake at night afraid to wake up,I don't wanna disappoint myself or my family again.
I couldn't even draw. The only thing I loved and wasted my time improving I set aside like was nothing.
I'm surrounded by crumpled papers and my hands stained with ink, I got missing calls of some people who want to see me(just family),I got chores to do everyday, the only thing I'm lacking is willpower.
I miss the old me,lhe family pics show other time when I used to care about them, now I feel like a barely know them. They're nothing more than skeletons on the closet. Did they changed or was me? Both of us?More answers I seek more questions I found. I found myself more and more buried in a know place, and I don't know if one day I'll find the exit...