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Published: 2013-06-03 16:18:38 +0000 UTC; Views: 690; Favourites: 30; Downloads: 4
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Description And in a burst of light that blinded every angel
As if the sky had blown the heavens into stars
You felt the gravity of tempered grace
Falling into empty space
With no one there to catch you in their arms...

Do you feel cold and lost in desperation?
You build up hope, but failure's all you've known
Remember all the sadness and frustration
and let it go...

let it go.

'Iridescent' - Linkin Park


I've never believed in guardian angels, but....
now I wish that I had one for real.
Who'd be with me in every step I take in my life
and be beside me no matter what.
Who'd wipe the tears that fall from my eyes
and whisper, "don't cry..."


Me & Guardian Angel Iridia (c)
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Comments: 65

PlatinaSi In reply to ??? [2015-01-13 10:52:09 +0000 UTC]

Ahaha this is really old ;v; thank you though!

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Cpartist1994 In reply to PlatinaSi [2015-01-13 23:41:57 +0000 UTC]

your welcome

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icecheetah [2013-06-16 22:39:34 +0000 UTC]

I know this is late but still...
And pretty! The art is very pretty.

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PlatinaSi In reply to icecheetah [2013-06-17 12:43:24 +0000 UTC]

Aww, thanks! ;w; And thank you~

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icecheetah In reply to PlatinaSi [2013-06-19 11:26:26 +0000 UTC]

You're welcome!

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nakuchan9095 [2013-06-05 09:49:52 +0000 UTC]

Beautiful

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PlatinaSi In reply to nakuchan9095 [2013-06-06 05:00:23 +0000 UTC]

Thank you! ;w;

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nakuchan9095 In reply to PlatinaSi [2013-06-11 16:46:52 +0000 UTC]

You're welcome

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TL-97 [2013-06-05 02:03:22 +0000 UTC]

Ah, I'm sorry I didn't see this sooner if you were not feeling well. I guess I can tell from the comments that you're doing better from whatever it was though. So I'm glad for that. ^^ I know what it's like to have those moments where things really drag you down, they can be awful.
But never forget that you're not really alone, and even if and when you are, you're very strong and your life is worth a lot no matter what.

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PlatinaSi In reply to TL-97 [2013-06-05 02:15:15 +0000 UTC]

It's okay~ and yes, I'm feeling much better now! :3 Thank you for your uplifting words, they mean so much to me~

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TL-97 In reply to PlatinaSi [2013-06-05 03:14:41 +0000 UTC]

I'm glad to hear it. It's also good to see that you can express your feelings in your art too.
And you're welcome, you take care now all right.

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cinnamontblanc [2013-06-04 07:10:22 +0000 UTC]

Are you OK, Platina?

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PlatinaSi In reply to cinnamontblanc [2013-06-04 07:22:09 +0000 UTC]

I'm feeling better now, I just have to take care not to dwell on things or else I'll get all depressed again XD thanks for your concern, though! ;w;♥

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LeafiaPrince [2013-06-03 21:56:41 +0000 UTC]


If you need anything, let me know.

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PlatinaSi In reply to LeafiaPrince [2013-06-04 02:25:58 +0000 UTC]

Of course~ I know I can always count on you to lend me an ear! But I'm fine now, so don't worry~

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LeafiaPrince In reply to PlatinaSi [2013-06-04 13:17:16 +0000 UTC]

I'm glad!
But all the same...I think you will find a guardian angel. Most likely in your spouse, unless they float around you invisibly...

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PlatinaSi In reply to LeafiaPrince [2013-06-04 13:20:22 +0000 UTC]

:3 You know what? I think I've already found her- the one depicted in the drawing I did. Iridia. I know it sounds sorta cheesy but I cried my eyes out in the shower just now, talking to her- someone invisible- but it really made me feel better. She's there, somehow. XD

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LeafiaPrince In reply to PlatinaSi [2013-06-04 13:45:20 +0000 UTC]

...To be honest this scares me. A good friend of mine believed that she had a spirit or something floating around her causing her to do strange things...and when she realised that wasn't true she was depressed for a while. I don't want to discourage you from something that helps you, but...I'm just a little afraid.

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PlatinaSi In reply to LeafiaPrince [2013-06-04 13:50:33 +0000 UTC]

Don't worry, it's not to the point of me believing, but more like 'make believe'? I just sorta talked to someone who's not there, they don't say anything back, it's more like me talking to a more composed and collected side of me. Get what I mean?
I believe in God like, He's real!, but Iridia... she's more like a mascot, maybe, just a little character that is the icon of my more rational thinking. If that makes any sense. XD
So no worries~

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LeafiaPrince In reply to PlatinaSi [2013-06-04 13:57:43 +0000 UTC]

Okay, that makes a lot of sense. Sorry for freaking out there, it's just...when people start thinking about stuff like that, I feel uncomfortable and afraid. What you mean makes a lot of sense, I've done the same thing from time to time.
I just, agh, sorry. >v>"

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PlatinaSi In reply to LeafiaPrince [2013-06-04 14:00:55 +0000 UTC]

I can understand you completely, I'd be as surprised as you were if it were one of my friends saying that she has an imaginary friend or anything along those lines. XD
I think this helps a lot when your thoughts are all jumbled up, doesn't it? :3
Hey, no need to be sorry~

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LeafiaPrince In reply to PlatinaSi [2013-06-04 14:02:57 +0000 UTC]

Imaginary friend I'm okay with, I just thought that you actually believed she was there...that's what I was afraid of. ;;;;
It does. ^^ Though usually it's in my journal so I'm actually talking to my teacher. XD'

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PlatinaSi In reply to LeafiaPrince [2013-06-04 14:11:49 +0000 UTC]

FJELWFJIEWLJELDI that actually sounds really creepy when it's phrased like that;; and.... believing in someone that isn't actually there is like, believing in an idol other than God... I don't think my conscience would allow that XD
I do that too, when I'm like really REALLY mad at something, I rant in my diary... one third of my diary consists of all my rants about Seungyeon and etc XD

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LeafiaPrince In reply to PlatinaSi [2013-06-04 14:15:39 +0000 UTC]

Ahaha sorry XD'
I can see that. I'm glad.
Oh dear. ^^" The good thing about my teacher seeing my journal is that she can give me feedback~

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PlatinaSi In reply to LeafiaPrince [2013-06-04 14:17:56 +0000 UTC]

Ahh, why do you keep being sorry? XD
;w;
That's great when you really want to share something with someone who's got more life experience and will help you out in tough situations~ I wish I had a teacher with whom I could share things like that. ;v;

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LeafiaPrince In reply to PlatinaSi [2013-06-04 14:23:51 +0000 UTC]

IT'S PART OF MY NATURE ;;;;; I don't really know...

A funny story about my teacher is that one day she was like "I want to go to Korea" so she bought a ticket and went. Now she's a little more stable since she has children. XD' But she really gives a cool perspective on life, completely different from my parents, so I like to hear both. ^^

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PlatinaSi In reply to LeafiaPrince [2013-06-04 14:26:14 +0000 UTC]

Hahaha~ >w< Well, it's better than not saying sorry when it's needed;;

Ooh, I had a teacher like that once. She suddenly had this urge to live in Japan so she just quit everything and went to live for a year. Wow. D8

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LeafiaPrince In reply to PlatinaSi [2013-06-04 14:28:55 +0000 UTC]

Julia always gets mad at me when I apologise >_>" I'm trying to tone it down but it's hard.
Wow... o_o Well at the time my teacher was out of college and had no strings attached, so it worked fairly well for her. It's crazy that your teacher had other stuff going on and left anyway...

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PlatinaSi In reply to LeafiaPrince [2013-06-04 14:34:53 +0000 UTC]

Hahahaha, she does? XDD You know, you remind me of a character from Shingeki no Kyojin (Attack on Titan, that new popular anime), Sasha Braus. She's always apologizing for minor things and everyone is like, "stop apologizing!", but she can't really help it because it's a custom from where she's from. XD (btw, you should totally see this anime, it's amazing!)
I think that side of my teacher shows how straightforward she is, and I think it's also the reason why she's not married. XD

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LeafiaPrince In reply to PlatinaSi [2013-06-04 14:38:42 +0000 UTC]

Hmm, I'll have to look at it sometime. XD' That sounds startling like me, except for me it's not a custom.
XD'

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PlatinaSi In reply to LeafiaPrince [2013-06-04 14:50:00 +0000 UTC]

Here, check out the OP animation then~ [link] It is awesomesauce!
Too bad this subbed version doesn't have subs for the first line of lyrics; it's in German!

Sasha is a cool character, she's so nice and she's also very brave~ >w< Probably one of my favorite female characters in the series. 8D

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LeafiaPrince In reply to PlatinaSi [2013-06-04 15:15:15 +0000 UTC]

Yikes. I'll have to watch the anime later on, when I'm in the mood for some battle scenes. ^^"

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PlatinaSi In reply to LeafiaPrince [2013-06-04 15:24:53 +0000 UTC]

I do admit it has a lot of blood in it, but... the message the series carries is pretty strong. Sorta like Fullmetal Alchemist in a way? :3 The anime has only been released up to episode 9, so not much yet~ but I couldn't wait to see the whole story so I just read the whole manga series up to the most recent updates XD

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LeafiaPrince In reply to PlatinaSi [2013-06-04 15:27:02 +0000 UTC]

Mm, I've never been a fan of FMA, but we'll see~ It looks promising. ^^
Oh dearie. XD'

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PlatinaSi In reply to LeafiaPrince [2013-06-04 15:32:26 +0000 UTC]

:3 I hope you like it as much as I do! Your cousin seems to be hooked onto it as well XD Speaking of your cousin, she gave me her address so that I can mail things to you indirectly by mailing them to her and she giving the package to you~ 8D I'll send you something as soon as finals are over!

Muahaha, I don't like spoilers so I have to spoil myself. ;v;

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LeafiaPrince In reply to PlatinaSi [2013-06-04 15:34:37 +0000 UTC]

AMG THAT'S SO AWESOME ;O; I'LL HAVE TO SEND YOU SOMETHING TOO UMM WHAT SHOULD I SEND YOU ;;;;;

No, no, I understand completely~

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PlatinaSi In reply to LeafiaPrince [2013-06-04 15:37:23 +0000 UTC]

I CAN FINALLY MAIL YOU THAT LITTLE DRAWING NOTEBOOK I'VE BEEN SCRIBBLING IN FOR THE LAST, LET'S SEE, TWO YEARS? XD
And you don't have to send me anything big, just a handwritten letter would make me so happy~ >w<

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LeafiaPrince In reply to PlatinaSi [2013-06-04 16:02:33 +0000 UTC]

AMFG YOU DO HAVE TO BUT THAT SOULD BE SO AWESOME
But I want tooooooooooo D8

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PlatinaSi In reply to LeafiaPrince [2013-06-04 16:07:09 +0000 UTC]

fdjafljewil I'm sorry I haven't been writing much in it, though;; I need to fill up the whole thing before sending it to you XD
Okay, okay, you win! ;3;

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LeafiaPrince In reply to PlatinaSi [2013-06-04 16:27:12 +0000 UTC]

It's fine! I'd love to see anything you send me~
I gotta think of things...~

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Nitraz [2013-06-03 21:32:26 +0000 UTC]

//sobs hope you are okay dear <33 //hugs

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PlatinaSi In reply to Nitraz [2013-06-04 02:24:39 +0000 UTC]

Feeling better now, thanks Lin~ ♥♥♥

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Nitraz In reply to PlatinaSi [2013-06-04 05:03:32 +0000 UTC]

I'm glad ;w;

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Feathers-for-61 [2013-06-03 21:29:50 +0000 UTC]

I think that... guardian angels are all around us and we just dont notice them~ they're in your blanket at night when you need to cuddle and hide from the storm-- or your best friends shoulder to cry on.

;;w;; Are you ok my lovely? I hope life is being nice to you~

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PlatinaSi In reply to Feathers-for-61 [2013-06-04 02:23:58 +0000 UTC]

I want to believe so... and I think it's helping me out a lot. It's interesting, usually when I get into bed I stay awake for about half and hour more worrying or feeling bad about myself, but last night after I drew this I just felt really relaxed and calm, and next thing I knew it was morning XD

Yeah, I was feeling a bit wacky yesterday but now I'm better~ thank you for your concern, though! ;w;♥

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Feathers-for-61 In reply to PlatinaSi [2013-06-04 02:47:12 +0000 UTC]

I havent had the best day today~ but its getting better. I got some phone calls from people i havent talked to in a while and they put a smile on my face~ <3

Guargian angels in disguise?

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PlatinaSi In reply to Feathers-for-61 [2013-06-04 02:51:53 +0000 UTC]

Good for you! 8D Hope things get better, looks like a lot of my friends are experiencing little life slumps xD

haha, they might be~

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Feathers-for-61 In reply to PlatinaSi [2013-06-04 02:54:51 +0000 UTC]

^_^ and you yourself feel better~

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PlatinaSi In reply to Feathers-for-61 [2013-06-04 03:31:40 +0000 UTC]

Thank yooou~

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brymobster [2013-06-03 18:16:57 +0000 UTC]

this is so beautiful <3

and personally i believe that there are angels all around us, they are just undercover. idk. i have a bunch of theories on it, but you are never alone, okay?


also i don't usually comment on people's art but just wanted you to know that i'm actually a really big fan *_____*

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