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As much as I hear people talk about how proud they are of themselves, I think it's time I open up and share mine...

I'm sure people have said things like, "I was happier as a kid," or stuff like that... But for me it was the opposite. No I wasn't abused, I had a happy family... But the only thing that bothered me was the fact that I couldn't control the way I responded before, years ago.

I am a happy child, yes... I loved to tell stories. Stories of the Bible, History, anything... But one thing that overshadowed my happy memories was my constant memories of me getting angry. And usually this happened in school and the result was me being the subject of being bullied. Most of which were self-inflicted (Like I harmed them, they harmed me back). And I hated myself for doing that, cause it ruined the chances for me to make friends and all I remember years ago during my elementary years that I wasn't really liked that much as a kid all because of my actions and anger...

When the pandemic rolled around, I was left mentally and emotionally unstable... I did things I wish I didn't do and lots more. So what happened? How did I turn from a sensitive kid to who I am today?

Well it's simple... It's Jesus and God himself. I know, Christianity isn't fit for all and I apologize in advance if I feel like I'm forcing my Christian values onto you which I'm not... But in full honesty, when I gave my life to Christ... Things were better for me...

Like, thanks to God, I'm more in control of my emotions than I was back then. And he made me realize lots of things about myself which would become staples in my life today, such as: Storytelling, Acting, Singing, Drawing, and most importantly, being a happy person.

It's thanks to God and my family that I am the man I am today. A happy man, a man of joy and laughter... I may not represent the best type of Christian, but nonetheless, I'm a better person than I was before.

And it's thanks to this change that I meant so many people online, whether it be here in the Philippines or people who live far beyond my nation, resting in countries separated by time and place only.

So, it's without a doubt... The best change of my life... And I'm happy with my life even if the world isn't doing so hot...

Sure, some may disagree and enforce their negative life on me... Like look lads, you have your own life... This is mine... Take your opinion and shove it into your own life since I don't want to see what you see.

So yeah that's it... And yes, you read that one line of dialogue correctly... My name, Isaac means Laughter in the Bible... Which was the name given to the son of Abraham in the book of Genesis. And I have no shame in my name, cause when I make people happy, I make myself happy.

Thanks for reading this lads

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As much as I hear people talk about how proud they are of themselves, I think it's time I open up and share mine...

I'm sure people have said things like, "I was happier as a kid," or stuff like that... But for me it was the opposite. No I wasn't abused, I had a happy family... But the only thing that bothered me was the fact that I couldn't control the way I responded before, years ago.

I am a happy child, yes... I loved to tell stories. Stories of the Bible, History, anything... But one thing that overshadowed my happy memories was my constant memories of me getting angry. And usually this happened in school and the result was me being the subject of being bullied. Most of which were self-inflicted (Like I harmed them, they harmed me back). And I hated myself for doing that, cause it ruined the chances for me to make friends and all I remember years ago during my elementary years that I wasn't really liked that much as a kid all because of my actions and anger...

When the pandemic rolled around, I was left mentally and emotionally unstable... I did things I wish I didn't do and lots more. So what happened? How did I turn from a sensitive kid to who I am today?

Well it's simple... It's Jesus and God himself. I know, Christianity isn't fit for all and I apologize in advance if I feel like I'm forcing my Christian values onto you which I'm not... But in full honesty, when I gave my life to Christ... Things were better for me...

Like, thanks to God, I'm more in control of my emotions than I was back then. And he made me realize lots of things about myself which would become staples in my life today, such as: Storytelling, Acting, Singing, Drawing, and most importantly, being a happy person.

It's thanks to God and my family that I am the man I am today. A happy man, a man of joy and laughter... I may not represent the best type of Christian, but nonetheless, I'm a better person than I was before.

And it's thanks to this change that I meant so many people online, whether it be here in the Philippines or people who live far beyond my nation, resting in countries separated by time and place only.

So, it's without a doubt... The best change of my life... And I'm happy with my life even if the world isn't doing so hot...

Sure, some may disagree and enforce their negative life on me... Like look lads, you have your own life... This is mine... Take your opinion and shove it into your own life since I don't want to see what you see.

So yeah that's it... And yes, you read that one line of dialogue correctly... My name, Isaac means Laughter in the Bible... Which was the name given to the son of Abraham in the book of Genesis. And I have no shame in my name, cause when I make people happy, I make myself happy.

Thanks for reading this lads