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Published: 2018-10-31 19:24:16 +0000 UTC; Views: 914; Favourites: 137; Downloads: 0
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Does anyone remember my boy, Zeph?
This was drawn last year some time after quitting my old job but I didn't post it.
I hesitate to post a LOT of my art thinking it's flawed or that "one line" is wonky, etc.
I need to learn to accept that my art is what it is. Trying to make it "too perfect" is what can ultimately ruin an artworks's charm.
The end of last year and some of this year has been terrible for me and I've been suffering from what I think might be a mild case of depression.
This year: People have betrayed me. I became unmotivated and slow. I feel guilty that I take so long on commissions. I hated myself and a part of me is still going through all this.
Although I complain (a lot), I've still got some fighting spirit in me.
I wanna keep trying. I don't want to give up!
More info and art of Zephon: toyhou.se/1061867.zephon
Tools: Paint Tool SAI
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Comments: 9
This also has so many feels ;u;
I realize this was drawn more over a year ago, so I hope you're doing much better since! <3
Also, yes, what you wrote in the description! It's hard for artists to love to learn their work, it's hard to accept giving up on being "perfect"! But we need to realize that "perfect" doesn't really exist. The thing we might call perfect now, will shift and change as we grow and improve, so... We just need to keep on drawing, every line drawn is experience and just like in a game, we also level up 
So let's do our best!
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I am feeling much better indeed, thanks for your concern!
The hardest part about being a perfectionist really. I can't stand my stray lines or colours not looking right. It's a habit I developed from high expectations set on me. I had to be "perfect" at everything and get it right the first time, flaws and mistakes felt so taboo. But I've come to learn mistakes are what help me gain experience and grow as an individual and as an artist. And yes, let's keep doing our best, flaws and all! c:
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I feel you, I had to meet high expectations as well, not that I mind. It's just so weird, knowing I could do a drawing a lot faster, if I didn't stop to fix the lines and colors crossing the lines here and there... (Which wouldn't even be visible on the final drawing, only if someone zoomed in like OuO) But yeah, I still do lots of that, though on the bright side, I gave up on making the perfect sketch. I still fix things, but at least I get to finish things, because a finished thing is better than dozens of unfinished work laying around... (Which I still also have XD) Anyways, yes, plenty of space to improve myself!
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looks really nice, i like the vivid green on his hair.
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Thank you very much! ♥
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