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Falling through thick darkness, my very being was diminishing within moments. The darkness clung to me as if stripping the light away from my heart. People are balanced with just enough light and darkness. Once this is out of balance, the unfortunate individual will be consumed by their own evil. Those who have too much light can wield a key-blade. They are pure and kind at heart and want to help others; however, there are few who have obtained such substantial powers to wield the key-blade. The thoughts flowed through my mind like running water trying to escape its current path, but it is forced with direction. A voice called to me, each time a little louder.

My heavy tired-some eyes opened. At first things were blurry but came into vision once I sat up. A spiky haired blonde boy in a dark cloak stood before me, smirking at my sudden reaction. His kind sea-blue eyes studied me.

"What's going on? where am I," I questioned with worry. I came to the depressing conclusion this wasn't my comfy bed. I found myself at the curb of an alley which was dark, filthy, and dismal. How did I get here? I frantically looked for any sign to where I was.

"Are you alright, the heartless were surrounding you," the boy asked.

"I'm not sure. Who are you?"

"Everybody calls me Roxas," he grinned, "need a hand?" He gave me a hand to stand; I brushed myself off. This town wasn't familiar at all.

The boy looked at me suspiciously, "Are you a nobody," he inquired.

"A what?" What was he asking me? I studied myself and came to the conclusion I was very real. I pinched my own cheek to check.

"Watch out!" Roxas warned as he stepped in front of me, and lunged his key-blade at a small flowerlike heartless. My hands glowed, wait a second didn't the darkness absorb all the light I had? The accumulated heartless outnumbered the two of us quickly. Their exponential growth was overwhelming. I raced out in front of him, and the light from my hands unleashed a blinding force. This destroyed a great portion of heartless, but they craved the light within me. Roxas gazed at me with disbelief.

"I told you not to run off by yourself Roxas. I can't always be there to baby-sit you." A young man in a dark cloak appeared out of nowhere in flames. A cyclone of flames charred the heartless into lifeless shells. This figure had spiky red hair and emerald green eyes. He glared at Roxas. Roxas evaded the piercing stare, he seemed as if he knew.

"Who's this," he asked Roxas pointing to me.

"She was surrounded by heartless, so I thought I had to help," he shyly admitted.

"I'm _____," I interrupted.

"That's a pretty name," Roxas grinned.

"Enough of the cheesy introductions, Roxas what are we going to do now that she knows," the red spiky haired man asked with slight irritation in his voice.

"She isn't from around here, and the heartless have a strange interest in her. If we keep her she can draw more heartless," Roxas concluded.

"She isn't a lost puppy."

"That's Axel, don't worry you can stay with me," he took my hands and reassured me.

"In your room," Axel rolled his eyes.

"Please Axel," Roxas pouted.

"Fine but we can't keep every human you find," he took in a deep sigh. Overjoyed I hugged Roxas for his generosity. This may not be home, but it would have to do in the meantime. The sun was setting since the sky was turning shades of yellow, orange, and red. These colors fought for the dominance of the sky, even though red always prevailed. The colors still expanded and tried. The foreign streets seemed familiar in a way. Roxas offered to take me to the clock tower for some sea-salt ice cream. Perched on the balcony of the roof the horizon was mesmerizing. I felt completely relaxed and lost every train of thought just by the scene.

"Where's Xion," Roxas questioned Axel.

"Dunno, must be on another mission," he answered biting into his ice cream.

"Aren't you going to eat _____-chan? It will melt if you don't," Roxas turned to face me. Surprised at his proximity I flinched, because I was zoned out. He was really cute.

"Oh yeah, I was just thinking," I answered with a giggle. I licked up one of the ice cream's beads of sweat that almost landed onto my hand, when it trickled down the ice cream. Roxas eyed my facial expressions that changed dramatically.

"It's salty- and sweet," I explained with confusion, I've never had this before.

"Do you like it _____-chan," he asked politely.

"Yes," I quickly answered.

"Don't get too sweet with her, or you might get attached," Axel warned.

"What do you mean," Roxas inquired his friend.

"Do you really expect Xemnas let alone Saix to allow her to stay?"

"We won't tell them. There's a reason the heartless want _____-chan."

"That's true, the other members would probably wouldn't notice," Axel concluded without any second thoughts.

"Yay," Roxas beamed the most carefree smile I've ever seen.

"Thank you," I shyly replied. Once I finished my ice cream, I noticed my popsicle stick read "win"

"Hey Axel she won."

"Beginner's luck," he smirked. I was grateful they allowed me to stay.

After sometime with Roxas and Axel, we became great friends. Most people would say Roxas' room was solitary confinent, but it was alright. Even if I had to wear his clothes, it didn't bother me. Normally in the morning, I would wake up in Roxas' bed, since he only had one bed the two of us would sleep together. Then I would pick up his dirty clothes and place them in a basket to do the laundry. Sometime later, Saix would make his usual rounds of barking orders at the lazy organization members, especially Demyx. Demyx was the first one Saix would yell at, due to his loud water based sitar. He would normally pout and keep playing. Once the coast was clear, I would sneak into Axel's room to pick up his dirty clothes to wash. Cleaning was the least I could do, and besides Axel figured out that the light inside of me drew the heartless, they liked pure light. After the clothes were washed, I would then pick up Roxas' room. Spick n' span the room would be clean. The only sketchy character among the members that made me uneasy was Xion. She would normally go into Roxas' room without permission at random times. This was difficult to deal with. When Roxas returned, I asked how his day was. He normally smiled to hide his tiredness. He was more sluggish when he returned. Axel would then bring food into Roxas' room for the three of us to visit and eat. This was always nice, I felt as if I was apart of the family. Day by day Roxas seemed to be getting even cuter. Even if I only saw him mornings and nights, this didn't stop me.

"Hey Roxas," I said.

"Hmm?"

"Can you ask Xion to stay out of your room? If she sees me I don't know what'll happen," I explained precariously. He gave me a dumbfounded expression.

"She was in my room," he exclaimed in a vexed manner.

"See what I mean? If your too sweet with the women they'll all end up doing that. Well except for _____-chan," Axel snickered, "Hey you may even get Larxene obsessed." Roxas flinched remembering on how scary she could be.

"I'm just nice," he shyly confided.

"Being nice gets you into trouble. Now that we've brought up this matter who do you like," Axel looked to the now blushing Roxas with interest. Seconds later, I had no idea his face could get so red.

"Your face is as red as Axel's hair," I giggled.

"I dunno," he answered Axel.

"I knew it was Larxene," he joked.

"WHAT!? NO," he became flustered.

"I'm just kiddin' Roxas," he gave Roxas a playful noogie, "You're too young for this mature feelings and relationship stuff. Besides nobody's have no emotions." When those very words left Axel's mouth, I came to the depressing conclusion that this was true. How could Roxas ever return my feelings if he couldn't feel? I felt like running away, leaving the organization base forever. I felt foolish for ever imagining the two of us could be together. I peered over and noticed a window. The perfect escape, it led right outside. The best part was nobody would see me. With Axel's noogie distraction this gave me the opportunity to slip out without being noticed. At the moment my feet reached the ground, I darted off from the base. Even if I would never be able to find my way back, it was for the best. Just like my puzzled mind and suffocating mood, there was a storm. The rain that pelted me felt like even the storm mocked me. With the clapping laughter with an audience that saw everything. I deserved to get beaten by the rain. The dark towering buildings seemed to close in on me like my overwhelming emotions. I stopped running, because I noticed there was a older boy with silver hair and a blindfold around his eyes. This concerned me, was he blind? He was walking straight towards the Organization XIII base.

"Running away from your fears, makes you human. Nevertheless, you would never know your answer until you face that fear. If you don't you lose both part of yourself and the knowledge, do not be afraid," the boy muttered.

"What," he had a blindfold, how would he possibly know?

"I've seen you with him, do you know Roxas," he inquired.

"Why," I had mixed feelings about this boy.

"I need to talk to him about something very important to me," he explained dully. I couldn't rely on his integrity, and I didn't know what to say.

"No, I don't trust you," my voice trembled. I wasn't sure whether it was the hypothermia, or the thought of someone that may hurt Roxas was vile.

"Then I have no choice," the boy took off the blindfold revealing his aqua colored eyes.

"Who are you," my curiosity was telling me to not fear him as to try to understand.

"Who am I? I'm someone recovering from the darkness seeking light within myself."

"There's a light in everyone, there's light within every force or being whether it's obscured. As long as the there's hope to recover," as the words left my mouth, I luminated with light. The storm's wind picked up speed in response, like a candle trying to be blown out. The violent malicious storm persisted with heavier rain.

"_____-chan!" Roxas called to me in worry. Why was Roxas here of all times?

"So you are important to him," the silver haired boy safely murmured.

"_____-chan I was worried please come back! I'm sorry," he called out to me while running. Why was Roxas apologizing? Instantly, the boy got between the two of us. Knowing he was at an advantage with me, he knew Roxas was more vulnerable.

"Come with me Roxas, you don't belong here," he held out his hand.

"NO," Roxas exclaimed.

"My friend needs you, without you he wont wake up. How could you be so selfish to yourself," the boy sadly spoke. Himself?

"Do you know what a nobody is _____?" I shook my head 'no'.

"A nobody is the empty shell that is left once you submit your heart to darkness and become a heartless. These nobodies need a heart to become beings. They have false emotions and feelings, so they pretend to act like their former self did. To remember."

The thought of a nobody was saddening they are even worse than a heartless, the only beings with no heart. Even so, even if they pretended, I strongly believed their existence mattered. Even without a heart, nobodies are just as important as regular beings. Roxas, Axel, they seemed so real to me. It shouldn't matter.

"Even if he is a nobody, he's important to me," I replied. Roxas' eyes widened to hear those reassuring words leave my mouth.

"He needs to go back to his original body," the boy insisted.

"No," Roxas revealed his key-blade and stood in a fighting position. The silver haired boy revealed a darker version of Roxas' key-blade.

"You are Sora! You have his memories Roxas and he needs them back to wake up!"

"I cannot do that Riku! I have a new life!"

"If you won't come with me willingly, I'll take you by force!"
The boy started off with an offensive attack, but Roxas blocked it quickly with ease. Suddenly some one grabbed me from behind into a dark tunnel. I plopped down on Roxas' bed drenched from the storm. Axel threw a warm, dry, pink towel on me to dry off.

"You shouldn't run off like that, Roxas was worried sick," Axel said with utter concern.

"What about you," I interrogated.

"I was too but not as much as him. Thankfully you weren't hurt."

"We have to help Roxas! This guy's trying to take him away to his... original body."

"What," I gained Axel's full attention now.

"This Riku guy, said that Sora needs Roxas for his memories back," I reported.

"Well I'll be damned, Roxas can be somebody again," Axel said with disbelief. Instantly Roxas fell on top of me, out of breath and wet.

"Sorry," he quickly apologized. I took my towel to dry off his doused, blonde hair. In return, he dried mine. He started to take off his cloak.

"What are you doing," I exclaimed with a maddened blush that quickly spread across my face. Roxas handed his wet cloak to Axel, then he was wearing white t-shirt, and shorts.

"We can't stay in our wet clothes, we'll get sick. I'll change out in the hallway," Roxas replied innocently in his navy blue boxers. He left for me to change. To think the two of us had spent several months together. I was still in a foreign world, unsure of how to get home. I was grateful Roxas and Axel were kind to me. I took off my wet clothes and placed them in the hamper. I walked towards his drawer for new clothes. To my knowledge Roxas stole Larxene's underwear for me, even if she beat him up afterwards. It was for me. Her bras were too small for my chest, but I didn't want Roxas' efforts for nothing. Accordingly after I was dressed, I knocked on the door with the code. Roxas and Axel repeated the code exactly so I let them in.

"You guys are retarded, why are you knocking on the door," Demyx snickered.
Roxas was in a new shirt but didn't bother putting on new pants.

"I'll be right back Saix wanted to talk to me," Axel recalled.
There was an awkward silence until Roxas said, "I can't believe what you said back there. It made me happy. Even if I don't have feelings, it's nice to know that I matter." I kindly smiled at him and embraced him with a hug. He returned the hug. Roxas had grown a lot since I'd met him. He was now slightly taller than me, and his shoulders seemed more broad than before. Being close to him made me feel safe.

"Well you're important to me Roxas," I softly admitted.

"I want to protect you, if you'll let me. I want to make you happy, if you'll let me. I like to see you smile, your feelings are sincere. I-," I interrupted him.

"Roxas what are you trying to say," I inquired in fear. I had a sinking heartfelt feeling with his every word. I hoped with all my heart that he would confess.

"I love you," he confided shyly and quickly looked away. He feared the awkward eye contact. In case I wouldn't feel the same but that wasn't true.

"I love you too Roxas," I confided. The two of us had flustered blushes. Out of nowhere he kissed me. To my surprise he had soft, silk lips. He wasn't as awkward as I imagined. I thought we would bump heads the first time, but this never happened. He tilted his head to the side and invited himself to his first kiss. His tongue penetrated my awe-struck face. I hesitated at first, due to the fact that it was so sudden. He had a few drawbacks with his sloppy wet tongue, but it didn't matter. He returned my feelings, I believed he had emotions. Once the door flew open, he drew away quickly. The expression on Axel's face was priceless, along with an outburst of laughter. He couldn't believe his eyes.

"I knew it," he chuckled, "I just didn't imagine you kids went that quickly." Roxas hid his face. I giggled and kissed him on the cheek in response.

"I knew having her in your bed was a bad idea. Crazy kids, got it memorized?"

I knew my love could not last forever, nevertheless I continued loving him with all of my heart....T.B.C

Description
Falling through thick darkness, my very being was diminishing within moments. The darkness clung to me as if stripping the light away from my heart. People are balanced with just enough light and darkness. Once this is out of balance, the unfortunate individual will be consumed by their own evil. Those who have too much light can wield a key-blade. They are pure and kind at heart and want to help others; however, there are few who have obtained such substantial powers to wield the key-blade. The thoughts flowed through my mind like running water trying to escape its current path, but it is forced with direction. A voice called to me, each time a little louder.

My heavy tired-some eyes opened. At first things were blurry but came into vision once I sat up. A spiky haired blonde boy in a dark cloak stood before me, smirking at my sudden reaction. His kind sea-blue eyes studied me.

"What's going on? where am I," I questioned with worry. I came to the depressing conclusion this wasn't my comfy bed. I found myself at the curb of an alley which was dark, filthy, and dismal. How did I get here? I frantically looked for any sign to where I was.

"Are you alright, the heartless were surrounding you," the boy asked.

"I'm not sure. Who are you?"

"Everybody calls me Roxas," he grinned, "need a hand?" He gave me a hand to stand; I brushed myself off. This town wasn't familiar at all.

The boy looked at me suspiciously, "Are you a nobody," he inquired.

"A what?" What was he asking me? I studied myself and came to the conclusion I was very real. I pinched my own cheek to check.

"Watch out!" Roxas warned as he stepped in front of me, and lunged his key-blade at a small flowerlike heartless. My hands glowed, wait a second didn't the darkness absorb all the light I had? The accumulated heartless outnumbered the two of us quickly. Their exponential growth was overwhelming. I raced out in front of him, and the light from my hands unleashed a blinding force. This destroyed a great portion of heartless, but they craved the light within me. Roxas gazed at me with disbelief.

"I told you not to run off by yourself Roxas. I can't always be there to baby-sit you." A young man in a dark cloak appeared out of nowhere in flames. A cyclone of flames charred the heartless into lifeless shells. This figure had spiky red hair and emerald green eyes. He glared at Roxas. Roxas evaded the piercing stare, he seemed as if he knew.

"Who's this," he asked Roxas pointing to me.

"She was surrounded by heartless, so I thought I had to help," he shyly admitted.

"I'm _____," I interrupted.

"That's a pretty name," Roxas grinned.

"Enough of the cheesy introductions, Roxas what are we going to do now that she knows," the red spiky haired man asked with slight irritation in his voice.

"She isn't from around here, and the heartless have a strange interest in her. If we keep her she can draw more heartless," Roxas concluded.

"She isn't a lost puppy."

"That's Axel, don't worry you can stay with me," he took my hands and reassured me.

"In your room," Axel rolled his eyes.

"Please Axel," Roxas pouted.

"Fine but we can't keep every human you find," he took in a deep sigh. Overjoyed I hugged Roxas for his generosity. This may not be home, but it would have to do in the meantime. The sun was setting since the sky was turning shades of yellow, orange, and red. These colors fought for the dominance of the sky, even though red always prevailed. The colors still expanded and tried. The foreign streets seemed familiar in a way. Roxas offered to take me to the clock tower for some sea-salt ice cream. Perched on the balcony of the roof the horizon was mesmerizing. I felt completely relaxed and lost every train of thought just by the scene.

"Where's Xion," Roxas questioned Axel.

"Dunno, must be on another mission," he answered biting into his ice cream.

"Aren't you going to eat _____-chan? It will melt if you don't," Roxas turned to face me. Surprised at his proximity I flinched, because I was zoned out. He was really cute.

"Oh yeah, I was just thinking," I answered with a giggle. I licked up one of the ice cream's beads of sweat that almost landed onto my hand, when it trickled down the ice cream. Roxas eyed my facial expressions that changed dramatically.

"It's salty- and sweet," I explained with confusion, I've never had this before.

"Do you like it _____-chan," he asked politely.

"Yes," I quickly answered.

"Don't get too sweet with her, or you might get attached," Axel warned.

"What do you mean," Roxas inquired his friend.

"Do you really expect Xemnas let alone Saix to allow her to stay?"

"We won't tell them. There's a reason the heartless want _____-chan."

"That's true, the other members would probably wouldn't notice," Axel concluded without any second thoughts.

"Yay," Roxas beamed the most carefree smile I've ever seen.

"Thank you," I shyly replied. Once I finished my ice cream, I noticed my popsicle stick read "win"

"Hey Axel she won."

"Beginner's luck," he smirked. I was grateful they allowed me to stay.

After sometime with Roxas and Axel, we became great friends. Most people would say Roxas' room was solitary confinent, but it was alright. Even if I had to wear his clothes, it didn't bother me. Normally in the morning, I would wake up in Roxas' bed, since he only had one bed the two of us would sleep together. Then I would pick up his dirty clothes and place them in a basket to do the laundry. Sometime later, Saix would make his usual rounds of barking orders at the lazy organization members, especially Demyx. Demyx was the first one Saix would yell at, due to his loud water based sitar. He would normally pout and keep playing. Once the coast was clear, I would sneak into Axel's room to pick up his dirty clothes to wash. Cleaning was the least I could do, and besides Axel figured out that the light inside of me drew the heartless, they liked pure light. After the clothes were washed, I would then pick up Roxas' room. Spick n' span the room would be clean. The only sketchy character among the members that made me uneasy was Xion. She would normally go into Roxas' room without permission at random times. This was difficult to deal with. When Roxas returned, I asked how his day was. He normally smiled to hide his tiredness. He was more sluggish when he returned. Axel would then bring food into Roxas' room for the three of us to visit and eat. This was always nice, I felt as if I was apart of the family. Day by day Roxas seemed to be getting even cuter. Even if I only saw him mornings and nights, this didn't stop me.

"Hey Roxas," I said.

"Hmm?"

"Can you ask Xion to stay out of your room? If she sees me I don't know what'll happen," I explained precariously. He gave me a dumbfounded expression.

"She was in my room," he exclaimed in a vexed manner.

"See what I mean? If your too sweet with the women they'll all end up doing that. Well except for _____-chan," Axel snickered, "Hey you may even get Larxene obsessed." Roxas flinched remembering on how scary she could be.

"I'm just nice," he shyly confided.

"Being nice gets you into trouble. Now that we've brought up this matter who do you like," Axel looked to the now blushing Roxas with interest. Seconds later, I had no idea his face could get so red.

"Your face is as red as Axel's hair," I giggled.

"I dunno," he answered Axel.

"I knew it was Larxene," he joked.

"WHAT!? NO," he became flustered.

"I'm just kiddin' Roxas," he gave Roxas a playful noogie, "You're too young for this mature feelings and relationship stuff. Besides nobody's have no emotions." When those very words left Axel's mouth, I came to the depressing conclusion that this was true. How could Roxas ever return my feelings if he couldn't feel? I felt like running away, leaving the organization base forever. I felt foolish for ever imagining the two of us could be together. I peered over and noticed a window. The perfect escape, it led right outside. The best part was nobody would see me. With Axel's noogie distraction this gave me the opportunity to slip out without being noticed. At the moment my feet reached the ground, I darted off from the base. Even if I would never be able to find my way back, it was for the best. Just like my puzzled mind and suffocating mood, there was a storm. The rain that pelted me felt like even the storm mocked me. With the clapping laughter with an audience that saw everything. I deserved to get beaten by the rain. The dark towering buildings seemed to close in on me like my overwhelming emotions. I stopped running, because I noticed there was a older boy with silver hair and a blindfold around his eyes. This concerned me, was he blind? He was walking straight towards the Organization XIII base.

"Running away from your fears, makes you human. Nevertheless, you would never know your answer until you face that fear. If you don't you lose both part of yourself and the knowledge, do not be afraid," the boy muttered.

"What," he had a blindfold, how would he possibly know?

"I've seen you with him, do you know Roxas," he inquired.

"Why," I had mixed feelings about this boy.

"I need to talk to him about something very important to me," he explained dully. I couldn't rely on his integrity, and I didn't know what to say.

"No, I don't trust you," my voice trembled. I wasn't sure whether it was the hypothermia, or the thought of someone that may hurt Roxas was vile.

"Then I have no choice," the boy took off the blindfold revealing his aqua colored eyes.

"Who are you," my curiosity was telling me to not fear him as to try to understand.

"Who am I? I'm someone recovering from the darkness seeking light within myself."

"There's a light in everyone, there's light within every force or being whether it's obscured. As long as the there's hope to recover," as the words left my mouth, I luminated with light. The storm's wind picked up speed in response, like a candle trying to be blown out. The violent malicious storm persisted with heavier rain.

"_____-chan!" Roxas called to me in worry. Why was Roxas here of all times?

"So you are important to him," the silver haired boy safely murmured.

"_____-chan I was worried please come back! I'm sorry," he called out to me while running. Why was Roxas apologizing? Instantly, the boy got between the two of us. Knowing he was at an advantage with me, he knew Roxas was more vulnerable.

"Come with me Roxas, you don't belong here," he held out his hand.

"NO," Roxas exclaimed.

"My friend needs you, without you he wont wake up. How could you be so selfish to yourself," the boy sadly spoke. Himself?

"Do you know what a nobody is _____?" I shook my head 'no'.

"A nobody is the empty shell that is left once you submit your heart to darkness and become a heartless. These nobodies need a heart to become beings. They have false emotions and feelings, so they pretend to act like their former self did. To remember."

The thought of a nobody was saddening they are even worse than a heartless, the only beings with no heart. Even so, even if they pretended, I strongly believed their existence mattered. Even without a heart, nobodies are just as important as regular beings. Roxas, Axel, they seemed so real to me. It shouldn't matter.

"Even if he is a nobody, he's important to me," I replied. Roxas' eyes widened to hear those reassuring words leave my mouth.

"He needs to go back to his original body," the boy insisted.

"No," Roxas revealed his key-blade and stood in a fighting position. The silver haired boy revealed a darker version of Roxas' key-blade.

"You are Sora! You have his memories Roxas and he needs them back to wake up!"

"I cannot do that Riku! I have a new life!"

"If you won't come with me willingly, I'll take you by force!"
The boy started off with an offensive attack, but Roxas blocked it quickly with ease. Suddenly some one grabbed me from behind into a dark tunnel. I plopped down on Roxas' bed drenched from the storm. Axel threw a warm, dry, pink towel on me to dry off.

"You shouldn't run off like that, Roxas was worried sick," Axel said with utter concern.

"What about you," I interrogated.

"I was too but not as much as him. Thankfully you weren't hurt."

"We have to help Roxas! This guy's trying to take him away to his... original body."

"What," I gained Axel's full attention now.

"This Riku guy, said that Sora needs Roxas for his memories back," I reported.

"Well I'll be damned, Roxas can be somebody again," Axel said with disbelief. Instantly Roxas fell on top of me, out of breath and wet.

"Sorry," he quickly apologized. I took my towel to dry off his doused, blonde hair. In return, he dried mine. He started to take off his cloak.

"What are you doing," I exclaimed with a maddened blush that quickly spread across my face. Roxas handed his wet cloak to Axel, then he was wearing white t-shirt, and shorts.

"We can't stay in our wet clothes, we'll get sick. I'll change out in the hallway," Roxas replied innocently in his navy blue boxers. He left for me to change. To think the two of us had spent several months together. I was still in a foreign world, unsure of how to get home. I was grateful Roxas and Axel were kind to me. I took off my wet clothes and placed them in the hamper. I walked towards his drawer for new clothes. To my knowledge Roxas stole Larxene's underwear for me, even if she beat him up afterwards. It was for me. Her bras were too small for my chest, but I didn't want Roxas' efforts for nothing. Accordingly after I was dressed, I knocked on the door with the code. Roxas and Axel repeated the code exactly so I let them in.

"You guys are retarded, why are you knocking on the door," Demyx snickered.
Roxas was in a new shirt but didn't bother putting on new pants.

"I'll be right back Saix wanted to talk to me," Axel recalled.
There was an awkward silence until Roxas said, "I can't believe what you said back there. It made me happy. Even if I don't have feelings, it's nice to know that I matter." I kindly smiled at him and embraced him with a hug. He returned the hug. Roxas had grown a lot since I'd met him. He was now slightly taller than me, and his shoulders seemed more broad than before. Being close to him made me feel safe.

"Well you're important to me Roxas," I softly admitted.

"I want to protect you, if you'll let me. I want to make you happy, if you'll let me. I like to see you smile, your feelings are sincere. I-," I interrupted him.

"Roxas what are you trying to say," I inquired in fear. I had a sinking heartfelt feeling with his every word. I hoped with all my heart that he would confess.

"I love you," he confided shyly and quickly looked away. He feared the awkward eye contact. In case I wouldn't feel the same but that wasn't true.

"I love you too Roxas," I confided. The two of us had flustered blushes. Out of nowhere he kissed me. To my surprise he had soft, silk lips. He wasn't as awkward as I imagined. I thought we would bump heads the first time, but this never happened. He tilted his head to the side and invited himself to his first kiss. His tongue penetrated my awe-struck face. I hesitated at first, due to the fact that it was so sudden. He had a few drawbacks with his sloppy wet tongue, but it didn't matter. He returned my feelings, I believed he had emotions. Once the door flew open, he drew away quickly. The expression on Axel's face was priceless, along with an outburst of laughter. He couldn't believe his eyes.

"I knew it," he chuckled, "I just didn't imagine you kids went that quickly." Roxas hid his face. I giggled and kissed him on the cheek in response.

"I knew having her in your bed was a bad idea. Crazy kids, got it memorized?"

I knew my love could not last forever, nevertheless I continued loving him with all of my heart....T.B.C