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“Overflowing with radiant color of blue. The horrid fear in it eyes gave me shivers up my spine. The way it whimpers through the everlasting night make my heart urn to touch its breakable stem like body. The overcasting beauty coming from the untouchable rose makes my heart beat so fast that my body become unbearable to live in. I need to touch the untouchable rose or I just might hurt it if I don't touch it's velvet like skin. My mind is becoming a smother of my own desires. My body is no longer listening to my mind that is telling my to stop. My beautiful untouchable rose I love you but I may not touch you.”

I my thoughts on why I couldn’t touch my love of my life, the death of my soul was that day and my tears never dried. I wonder around the city of lights and ask the god above what happen to my love?I fell to my knees in direr pain.

Two days before the end of my life:

“Hey Kyou, are you dating Reny?” I yell out of my mouth without a second thought. I try to gather mind back before he can answers. I hear a deep breath in front of me; I look up and I see Kyou standing in front of me. “I would never date that kinda girl!” he yelled in my face and walked away. The moment he walked around the corner I drop to my knees,gasping for my breath. My face is hot and my heart pounding. I feel so happy knowing that hes not dating my sister. A chill went up my spine, the sound of the bell made me jump. I walk to class thinking, why did I fall for him? Why is he the one that I fell for? So lost in my train of thought I bump into someone. “oh I’m sorry.” I say while I bowing, the moment I look up my heart jumps. Stand right in front of me was Kyou! My heart drops and I feel my face getting hot. Suddenly I hear a deep voice, I jump at the sound of it “It's okay, just watch where you're going next time.” said Kyou while he patted my head and walked away. I stand there in a daze unable to catch my breath. The next thing that I know is that my friend scared me and told me to hurry to class. Sitting in my boring English class, staring out the window at the falling cherry blossoms. Then a gush of wind blows in and then I spot him. His hair blowing about in the colorful wind, his bright smile made my heart skip a beat. “Miss Carter! Please, can you read from page 123 to 125?” yelled the sensei. The sound of his voice made me jump, in the result of me falling out of my chair and hitting my head. I felt a nice breeze on my face and the scent of roses.

The sweet smell of love fills my nose and overwhelms my heart. When I regain my senses I look around to see a white room with fluttering white curtains, and then I see a vase with red and white roses. The scent of the roses filled the room, the nice clear breeze gazed my cheeks. I ponder about, why am I here? How did I get here? Suddenly I hear a noise outside the window, the sound of someone calling for me. I slip out of the bed and walk over to the window, the second I peek out of the window I stop breathing. All I heard was the blood pulsing in my brain. “Layla, it time to go home.” yelled Kyou, I giggle under my breath and head down to meet Kyou. Running and half way out of breath I bump in to this guy. His scent made a shiver up my spine, “I’m sorry” I said with a half bow and I turned around and keep running. Yet my mind escaped me pondering over that smell, I look back and the guy was nowhere to be found. I go to my shoe locker and switch shoes and run outside. I see my love that I desired so much and run over to him, “Hey took you long enough” he says with that deep voice of his, my face gets hot just hearing it. “Hey! You!” a loud voice from behind me makes me jump and bump in to Kyou. The sudden shock shudders up my spine and makes my heart skip a beat. With my heart pounding out of my chest I turn around slowly. Shivers go up my spine at the sight of him the coldest touch feels my heart to a point where I freeze to the core of my body. I cant move, I cant speak, and my heart drops to my stomach. “Layla, why are you so mean to you own fiance?” said the guy that was walking up with a huge smirk on his. I look away and try to leave with Kyou but my body wouldn’t listen to me. I look at him with fear taking over my eyes. My heart shook and my body gave on me, Kyou held me tight and looked at me worriedly. I shook in his arms and then I heard his deep calming voice asking the man who he was, and why was he here. “ the girl your holding there is my beloved fiance. If you will can u please hand her over to me” he said with a smile that a cold feeling behind it. Kyou looked at me and looked back at Ryuu Sato my ex and my future husband.“I'm sorry but I cannot let u take this girl from me.” chucking the young man walks over to us slowly, flinching in response to his movement I drop my school bag letting the breeze scatter about my papers. Kyou looks at me and suddenly a hand appears on his neck making him gasp for breath “l-lay.....la.....r-run......” he struggled to say through the gasps he was taking. Laughing and taunting the young man releases lifeless boy, making him direct in cold black eyes at me, running for my life. The wind beats on my body forcing me to slow down, looking back at him striding his way towards me, I try picking up the pace not seeing the invisible rock in front of me, making me fall and bash my head in the result of me blacking out...