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Published: 2011-02-12 20:48:23 +0000 UTC; Views: 6995; Favourites: 276; Downloads: 60
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Description For ... a pencil commission that got out of hand. I can't really go without color anymore, it's silly.

It is of her totem creatures, surrounding a tree torch (a spiritual entity having a similar meaning to the Death card in Tarot - irrevocable change.)

I won't describe the animals and their significances, I guess that would be private. They are a hawk, a cat, and a hummingbird. (I started out with a different bird ref, but it sort of became specifically a red tailed hawk - a creature that lives near me and frequently terrifies me by having a wingspan that looks nearly the length of my arms which it uses to swoop suddenly out of overhanging trees.)

During this commission, I think I've decided I have at least one definite totem animal of my own. .... SPIDERS............ *loneisledruid described totem animals as being an environmental element that makes you stop and look and think, maybe giving direction. I have a lot of memories of spiders from every place I've ever lived. I stopped killing spiders a long time ago when I realized the crunch disturbed me a lot more than the actual spider. Since then, when I'm around other people, I don't see spiders much. But when I'm alone, I SEE DOUBLE THE AMOUNT OF SPIDERS. D8 It's like I have become famous among spider kind. I am "girl without a shoe" or "girl without a paper towel".

"OH SHI- IT'S A HUMAN" ... "don't worry, it's girl without a shoe, she'll just walk away and leave us alone." ..................................... "Yep. There she goes. Let's hide behind this book before she comes back."

Spiders have even become quite brazen with me about what belongs to them :/ I have a favorite windowsill upon which I put cups. For a while, a spider inhabited that window. I poked it with a pencil. It flailed it's legs at the pencil in a threatening manner.

EXCUSE ME, I BELIEVE I AM A TOP PREDATOR, HERE. YOU CAN'T DO ME THE JUSTICE OF AT LEAST RUNNING AWAY?!

No respect.

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA speak of the devil. I went to go draw after posting this and there was one of those very large tawny spiders, sitting on my drawing supplies. OFF OFF OFF. >>>><<<<
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Comments: 22

northerngoddess [2014-10-25 22:46:43 +0000 UTC]

I have to favorite this again, cause I keep hiding under new DA names T^T

Still love this picture so much T^T. It's literally the only thing on my wall XD Because i have yet to buy another commission XDDDD

this sustains all my commission needs<3 yessssss~

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randomanonym [2013-03-31 03:19:44 +0000 UTC]

aaah gorgeous lovely art~ and wings and fireee~ *Q*)~

I greatly enjoyed your anecdote on why spiders as your totem animal haha. lovely funny stories.
You could alternately keep on.. catching them in cups and dumping them back outside...?

aah then my -totem- animal is probably not a cat then.
Perhaps a butterfly or some small bird then... for being directionless, easily distracted, waiting to suddenly transform into something less-useless, and for being flighty. lol
or maybe a squirrel for all of the above and for being chittery and running away from big scary things... and then coming back for free food. //shot// =w=
I see these critters all the time, and totally get distracted from whatever I'm doing or wherever I'm going just to watch them. every time. ahahaha

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violet-kitsune [2011-10-04 02:43:29 +0000 UTC]

Hah, another person with Spider as a totem! MY house is full of them... guess who never gets bit? Yeah, the one who leaves them alone. Or at least just releases them to the outdoors when the arachnophobes flip shit.

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GentleOceanMichuru [2011-02-23 16:14:02 +0000 UTC]

I enjoy the image, but truth be told, I enjoy your description even more. "OFF OFF OFF."

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UrbanBanshee [2011-02-20 05:44:33 +0000 UTC]

I have to say I love this sense of awe/respect that these characters have in this image I am so absolutly envious of your ability to draw animals I kinda really suck at them. no.... I mean, really suck.

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JanaStormraven [2011-02-19 09:42:27 +0000 UTC]

s'beautiful (:

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MaKi-NekO-sama [2011-02-17 17:58:04 +0000 UTC]

That's great !

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ans-pencil [2011-02-13 23:54:21 +0000 UTC]

it's lovely!
the tree, the animal's fur, all seem to blend into each other like some circular smoky awesomeness

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LadyTigerTail [2011-02-13 22:59:46 +0000 UTC]

I really like when it's something more behind a picture, like a story, and I loved to hear your spider story. I'm fine with spiders as long as I know where they are and not try to jump on me.

I think my totem animal would have to be a cat, sometimes behave like one, have been called a crazy cat, dreamt I was one and cats seem to like me. Once I lured a cat out by calling on it with the noises I learnt from two cats, you should have seen the cats face when he found out that I was the one making all the noise x3

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Steelpengu [2011-02-13 06:19:00 +0000 UTC]

You're so badass.

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blix-it In reply to Steelpengu [2011-02-13 06:27:20 +0000 UTC]

O_o

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Steelpengu In reply to blix-it [2011-02-14 06:23:08 +0000 UTC]

what?

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loneisledruid [2011-02-13 04:42:50 +0000 UTC]

O_O.................. ASDFGHJ~! *COMA~!*

This. Is the most awesome thing. EVER. TAT *glompluvs~!*
Thank you sosososoSOOOO much T^T! *Prints it out and tapes it to her wall above her bed, cause it's the place of AWESOME~!* And I JUST saw Hummingbird today too ~!XD Go fig, that sneaky little bugger XD Wow.. Color T^T I.. .I'm so honored and surprised and in love and.. ASDFAGHF *flails* OMG THANK YOUUUU~! *melts into a puddle of appreciative goo*

I do, however, find it..very creepy/ironic/amazed that you did include a torch O_O. The most important part of my life (thus far) that involved these three together (the only time?), involved the dancing of two torches, that immediately blew out when the divination was done...and there was no wind or anything>.< To this day I'm still completely overwhelmed about how things turned out EXACTLY...as they were read to be.

Thank you.. so very vyer much T^T It means the world to me , this picture I wish i could give you somethign in retuuuurn T^T^T^T^T~!!! *flails~!* Money..yush..I will have to send MORE XDDD and arts.. and.. stuff *rambles~!*

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blix-it In reply to loneisledruid [2011-02-13 07:16:52 +0000 UTC]

XD fire was a lucky guess. But it's used in a lot of ceremonies ... like candles. They are so somber, both hopeful and fragile.

Don't send money, send fanart. OH WAIT you've already drawn a bunch of it. >< UHM. Send more. 8D

I wiiiiill put this in the mail sometime next week probably. And I should send you a digital file of the colored version in email.

Really, I'm so glad you like it! I perfected over it fiercely. As you know, it's been pretty much done since the beginning of January.

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SuzetteRGreinwich [2011-02-13 01:48:19 +0000 UTC]

Aw, the cat is so cute and floofy!

And to your spider thing... maybe you were a spider in your past life! lol, I'm kinda kidding... lol. That's really interesting.

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Gregoria [2011-02-13 00:45:04 +0000 UTC]

This is beautiful, looks like something from the game Okami
Gorgeous colours, I love the shape of the wings, shaping a canopy over the flames. Just overall ... It is so beautiful.

Great story about the spiders, kinda creepy too! I actually don't mind spiders, most people hate them ... its amazing just how many different sorts are around though, when you look at them. Some could even be classed as beautiful. Almost

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indignantmushroom [2011-02-12 23:49:15 +0000 UTC]

I'm pretty spiders are more terrified of us than we them. We're what...100x larger? Poor things are just minding their business. And I don't think we'd like it much if someone came and squished us with a shoe.

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Charanty [2011-02-12 23:22:18 +0000 UTC]

I have a lot of spiders in my flat. Odd enough but spider isn't my totem.
I suppose my totems are a heron, a bird of paradise and a snake. I wish i knew what do they have in common..?

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shaharw [2011-02-12 23:04:57 +0000 UTC]

Beautifully done. I never kill spiders any more either. I may escort them out of the house, though. My husband really doesn't like them.

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Kiriska [2011-02-12 21:47:57 +0000 UTC]

I... really like your spider totem story description. I would love to see a picture based off that idea as well. Xd

This picture's gorgeous though. The perspective and colors really bring it together nicely!

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Absolute-Sero [2011-02-12 21:16:21 +0000 UTC]

Wow, for some reason, I really like the colours in this picture O.O ♥♥ ...Maybe it's my soft spot for red-tailed hawks, too. They live near my area as well. So cool to watch them hunting. 8D
Very pretty all in all~

And also, your spider totem terrifies me yet.. amuses me at the same time. xD Nowadays spiders only bother me when they get in my sleeping space (bedroom, which applies to any insects, really).. I find I don't always pursue spiders at home when I'm downstairs. We now also have a large number of pretty orb weavers who never come inside the house and happily consume the bugs on our back patio. I like them - it makes me kinda sad that they die every winter. *random*
Totems are cool. I've felt more sure since I moved to the mainland that a totem animal of mine is the crow.. I have lived in 3 different places and every one of them has always been near or has been the site of where massive numbers of them gather and make a ton of noise. I imagine others find it creepy, but it's awesome for me.

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blix-it In reply to Absolute-Sero [2011-02-12 21:33:57 +0000 UTC]

I think a crow or raven (i can't tell the difference between them) would be a playful sort of totem to have. I've seen them leap off the sides of cliffs and do barrel rolls. They weren't chasing or being chased. Just flying fancy because why fly strait when you could do looptyloops.

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